Busy moments filled with joy and mixed feelings

My xmas day, becoming a model for my sis cartoon

I know, it's been long time that i din write anything on this blog. Well, had been busy since week 5 and this is week 11. Busy with assignments, homework, studies and lots more. Every single thing i do, i will not regret in the end. Each time i made a decision, i will think twice before i could conclude it. I am happy in this few weeks spending time with all of them. The one i felt guilty the most is when i skipped DJ performance night and carnival night. I admit my management of time is still not so good yet. On Xmas, I spend my time studying Financial Accounting and Reporting at home. But, end up dropping tears in front of my mom and sister. That time, i really hope that i wouldn't burst in front of them. I really do not want to show my weakness in front of them. I do not know why, but each time i read FAR, i would definitely feel depress. Mom convince me the other day, telling that i could change my course if i feel unhappy studying in Accounting field. And my sis, brought me to eat ice- cream. Just yesterday, when i saw my friend playing basketball with his bro, i thought of my sister. Well, i do miss her. Although she makes me frustrated sometimes, but... she is there when i feel sad. I never think of having a brother at all. But, i admitted him as my brother on 29th December 2011. Having a brother is what i wanted all this while.
Well, new year i am gonna spend it without my family for the first time. I do not know the plan yet. Guess gonna spend it with my classmates on the new year eve....

Week 8...

This week gonna be week 8 for me. Time is like flying faster than ever. Well, i did managed to survive when Management accounting. And this week is gonna be a tough week for me as Financial and Reporting 1 do give me difficulties. But i believe i can do it.

This few days, had been spending more money than ever. I guess is Rm100 per week? MY GOD. Therefore, i decided to do a budget planning for my own self. One week Rm 40. Guess i have to save money again. I had been such a bad student this week. I skipped 2 classes on Wednesday.

Just because i want to play badminton with my friends. I felt guilty after playing badminton that day. But, i do enjoy the moments of playing badminton. I haven't started on any assignment yet, and i do not know what am i waiting for? Hmmm...

Friday is the most enjoyable day for me. We went to sing karaoke in IOI mall. It's been long time i did not go to the place anymore. And that's why i decided to stay in cyber this week. I was glad because i manage to follow my own timetable planing. LOL..

Satuday. Went to Giant at Kelana Jaya for bone checking. Well, according to them, my bone is ok.. Not as good as one of my friend. When i drank Anlene Chocolate milk, it taste delicious. Dinner was at Sri Murni and Chatime. Hahz, it's so expensive.  Depart from MMU at 6pm and reach back at 12 am. Nice one.

Sunday. Woke up early in the morning and start studying. Well, I managed to study 2 chapter of FAR theory part and then watched one movie, Lelio PoPo.  That movie is nice and touching in the last part of the movie. Beginning part is a comedy thing. Then fall asleep as i had not enough sleep since last few days. Then, one of my friend ask for Badminton. Well, it’s great because i like badminton with them. After badminton, we went to Bak Kut Teh in SK. It’s been long time ago that i dint eat bak kut teh already. I ate two bold of rice. After dinner, we went to tong pak fu dessert house. I ordered one tang yuan. It’s delicious. HAHA.

Monday

Woke up and prepared to class. Well, I managed to study in Library. But not much. Just a lil bit. Therefore, i really hope that tmr exam will be easy for me. Hopefully... Then, off to dinner and done my tutorials. It’s kinda tired but i am gonna fight for tomorrow exam!! YEAH!

True happiness

Time passes extremely fast. It's now week 7 for me, and assignment due date is close, as well as mid term exams. And, this whole week is fun.. A lot of unexpected things happened around me. There's some with happiness and there's some with sorrow. No matter it's happiness or sorrowful, life still move on. I am glad that i had all of you as my friends and be there when i need you guys. But, i do understand that it will soon ended up. That's why i choose to appreciate what i had now and do not regret in the future.
Last week, there's one session called Durian Party at one of my friend garden. Well, it;s my first time eat so much of durian after quite some time. That day, i ate a lot. Ate dinner before depart to her house and eat a lot of durian. I learned from his dad on different kind of taste on durian. After durian party, we went to Putrajaya bridge. There's one island that's very nice ( but i forgotten is in which place). I guess i am going to miss them when they are not in cyber anymore.

Then, there's chapter meeting on Sunday. After chapter meeting, we went to eat lunch and yea, Snowflake. It's been quite some time i din eat snowflake. Then, we went back to Cyber. Monday- 21/11/11 goes on as usual. Class till 1 pm and decided to study. But ended up, chatting wit friends. Gossiping bout past. They were at first planning to play basketball, but ended up did not do so because of raining. So, just hanging out in MMU library and yum cha at HB3 instead. The next day, was surprise to see one of the senior back to campus. Class till 5pm, then saw my friend in library and off to yum cha. At 6pm, waited in library as the meeting for H&H will be held on 7pm. On that day, i have to "tahan lapar" because of that meeting. But soon after the meeting, get to go to McDonald. At 10 something, finally i can eat my dinner. Went back hostel around 12 am..

Wednesday- 3 hours break before a class at 6pm.. Saw one of my friend is actually start dating. It was quite surprising because he din't mention about this before. But, i am happy for him as he found the girl he wanted to be. And in the same time, jealous of her having a nice and alert bf. Well, class till 8pm. And i can't go for dinner as that night i planned to play badminton at 10pm-12pm. Badminton was fun, as i din do any exercise for 2 weeks. And i enjoy seeing ppl playing badminton. After badminton, went for supper (but actually my dinner) eating oni 2 pieces of bread and french fries + tea. Well, guess that's the reason why i cant sleep well on that night. Went to bed at 3am but woke up at 8am. 5 hours of sleep and continue with class. And, 2 days without studying was fun for me. At least i can release all the stress and unhappiness around me.

Thursday- Went to class and feeling so sleepy as i sleep for 5 hours for the past 2 days. Class ended at 11 am. Had my breakfast at FOM cafeteria. Then my classmate went to gym, and i went to library. Saw my friends in library and they asked me whether wanna follow them to LowYat taking public transport. Well, it's my first time taking public transport, except for KTM. We drove to Subamg Jaya and took a KTM to KL central, then take a monorail to Low yat. Shop around in LowYat and around 5pm, decided to go to Sunway for steamboat. Took monorail to KL central and Rapid KL to sunway pyramid. Shop at sunway pyramid waiting for people to fetch us to the restaurant. Finally reached to the restaurant but have to wait for quite some time because there's 17 of us to sit in there. The restaurant is full of people on that time as well. This is actually a farewell dinner for her. I was quite sad because i know i gonna miss this girl as she leave MMU. She was once my classmate. How am i gonna get used to it when she is not here.? That night, i get to eat free dinner as he agreed to treat me because he did promise to do that once i got sponsorship for BDD. LOL. I ate alot on that day. Erm, that night is also the first time i eat steamboat. It's kinda tasty.

After dinner, went to Puchong for photo snap. I guess it will be the last time i take picture with her. After all photo taking, we went home. I felt kinda guilty on the way back because i have to "tumpang" my friend's car to Subang Jaya again to take my text book. If, it's not because of him i wouldnt get back my book. I can see that he is quite tired that he kept quiet the whole journey. Reached back around 2 am i guess..

Friday- Woke up without alarm rang. Was happy because it's been 2 weeks that i din go back home. So, i pack my things and study a while. Then off to econ tutorial class. That lecture is better than my own lecture a lot more. So, i decided to follow her class as well as my own tutorial lecture. After class, went back to hostel and decided to watch "Love You You". That movie is awesome!! I like the environment in that story. It;s peaceful over there. The storyline is interesting. Highly recommended to watch that yea.. HEHE..
Then, at 6.30 pm, dad reached MMU and fetch me go back home. I sleep in the car for the whole journey. XD
Honestly, I do glad that i know all of them. They brought alot of joy in to my life. Do forgive me if i did/ say anything wrong. For now, i am changing myself to talk/ gossip less about people. Hopefully i can do so. HAHA!!

20.11.2011

This week is the hardest week for me. I realised that there's lot more for me to learn especially on my studies. Financial Accounting and Reporting is hard. It's the first time i do not know how to do. Well, i do enjoy some part of this week. I finally watched "you are the apple of my eyes". The movie is awesome. And then, there was durian session and Putrajaya session. I am glad that I had all of you as my friends.
Well, It's weird when God know how i feel. Each time when i am down, it will rain. It's weird, but it do happen. But no matter what, i will show a happy face in front of everyone. I believe i can be tough. I felt relieve after each time i cried. But maybe i cried too much till no tears can flow out anymore.
Nah~! forget bout everything else and concentrate on my studies. That's what i want now. Hopefully my wish come true! =)

BDD, Camping, Studies, Club activities...

Kinda quite some time that i din post anything up. Well, had been busy with studies and club activities. Although will feel stress sometimes, but it still deserve my effort. After 3 months + finding sponsorship for Blood Donation, I can see the outcome of it. Well, i managed to get Sushi King, Twister and Nestle company. I still think that it's not that good. From my experience in duty-ing in BDD, this time sponsorship is the fewest among all. Well, I will try harder next time. Come and donate. You can save a life.



Went to 2 camp in this month. One is DRRO and another one is Construct Camp by SRC. Hmm.. What can i say bout that camp? Some of the activities is fun. Especially from the counselor. Night walk is kinda fun. Thanks to my president for taking care of me during the camp. He actually taking care of his group member. Good leader. Some of the games is too harsh on me. And i accidentally told my president "i hate him" LOL.. But that was just a joke. Overall, this camp is okay in the sense that the environment, the people, and the food . In the camp, there are many leeches and many people "kena" it. Thanks God that i din't "kena" it. I din't manage to play rakit due to some consequences. But i enjoy Mr Nawi's ice cream. He treated us ice cream. LOL. =)

Made up my mind that i should concentrate more on RC, since i din join DJ for on- airing and volleyball team for the competition. Well, aiming for higher result this time. Hopefully i can stand the stress. I wanted to join AVAD and H&H as committee. I just wanna try whether i am that capable or not. Since many people say i can do it. May God bless me. =)

Busiest week ever

Well, Disaster Relief Camp had just over. 3 days 2 night camp is real excited. First day, kinda fun with lots of games. 2nd day, Woke up in the morning with shivering. Whole body shaking. The courses is interesting except one or two courses that's kinda boring. 3rd day, Stimulation in the morning. shaking more seriously and wore 2 shirts and are even cold. Ambulance course is interesting. And it's time for their exam. Being a casualty is fun and in the same time scared. The way they carry is dangerous. Conclusion of the camp, it worth going.
Start class on Monday. Feeling super tired and luckily my class only up to 1pm. But i still had many things to be done so i drag till 4pm then had a nap till 5pm. On Tuesday, went to badminton and celebrate friend's birthday. It's fun but not until i back in my hostel. From 1st week till 3rd week, a lot of thing need to be done. And my studies still left out. This is so not me. I guess from now on, i had to concentrate on my studies and less playing around.

Deepavali 2011

Souvenir from Singapore

Deepavali. Kinda of remember this day last year. Last year i celebrate deepavali with my classmates in the stadium. But this year, i celebrate deepavali with my books. I miss those moment. I went for evening walk alone in the evening and enjoy the wind that blowing through my face. It seems like Cyberjaya gonna rain for whole month of October? Well, yesterday celebrate two of my friends birthday and some emergency happens. Then on my way back to hostel, rain heavily until i have to hide in the library till the rain smaller a bit. Then, on my way back, FCM entrance were flooded with water and my whole leg wet. Reached room, my room flooded. Whole table fill with water. A few of my paper were wet. Went to the meeting till 12 .30 am. And suffer from gastric pain. Miserable day. EXCEPT for birthday celebration.

Egg tart

I really wanna thanks this friend of mine, Zhen Wai for the souvenier from Singapore and also the egg tart ( which i guess he made on his own). It's delicious by the way. And thanks for helping me a lot. There had been no one treated me so nice as he do.

miracle.

Do you believe in Miracle? I do believe in it. Well, last night slept at 1 am and woke up at 7.45am. Kinda tired and hated morning classes. During my class, i received a call. Wanted to cancel it. But in the end ran out of class to answer the call. And, I managed to get another sponsor!! It's from Nestle company. Thanks  God. LOVE YOU GOD! After class, went to Alamanda to buy rain coat for the camp. And also bought one mosquito repellent. Both cost Rm 25 something. Came back to MMU with heavy rain. Then, watched some drama, and by 6pm, went to HB4 to print stuff. But, unfortunately closed. Went to HB1 to print it instead. Then at 7.15pm went to the studio to judge the juniors on how they on-airing. Kinda poor, and i don't like the intonation for most of them. Then off to VAD C meeting in HB3. They were on time. Kinda happy that they do actually respect me as a leader and reach early. Waited till they had their dinner and went to Ta pao my food. Then went to my friend room for awhile. Kinda happy to chat with her. EXCEPT when she told me she not going to the camp already. My dinner today as expected, 10pm. i managed to finish up everything by 12 am. And thinking of going to bed early. Another day to busy tomorrow.

First week of 2nd Semester =)

One week gone for 2nd sem. And total spending on books alone, RM 237 for 3 books. Other spending RM100++. It's my  first time went to CIMB bank that often. Assignment freak me out this semester. As english will have to write critical essay, business plan and Cyberpreneurship is 100% assignment basis. I hope i can excel in it. In a week alone, i cried more than 2 times. I do not know why, but somehow i felt relieve each time i cried. You might see i am tough and independent each time i do a task. But, i am not that tough on the other side of me. There's one quote that i like the most : I believe guys will always be able to make girls cry, But if a girl can make a guy cry, it clearly means she's everything to him. Some how i just felt tired holding on things that doesnt belong to me. And therefore, letting it go is the best way i can do. 


Well, my Mr charming would be the one who cares for me, love me more than i love him, and most of all side on me no matter what happen. And  would not be the shy type. LOL.. He need not to be handsome or muscular. Last night was really surprise when i received message from him. And we chatted from 1am-2am. The last thing was dream of my Mr charming. And this would be my answer to him.

Next week would be a bit busy for me. 
Monday : 7.30pm-8.15pm (DJ Junior test), 8.30pm (meeting with VAD C)
Tuesday : class till 6pm, 7.30 pm ( BDD meeting), 8.30pm ( revision basic first aid)
This two days, dinner would be 10pm. HAHZ...

Aim for this week: 
Spend less than Rm50 
Consume more fruits rather than oily food. 
Search info on english assignment.

20.10.11

Really spend a lot this few days for my text book. It cost around RM 200 for 3 text book. HAHZ... guess i will be start saving money on food now as i ate a lot when i was in Penang. These few days i manage to call some of the companies for sponsorship. And i am satisfied with my first result after a hard work of it. Last night, went to badminton with my friends. It's really nice when i can play badminton again after long time no play. Then, i said something i shouldn't say. Maybe my friend were right. I can't keep secrets. So, dun tell me any secrets. Really got piss off when somebody mention that "u lie" to me. Really hate that word because that word hurts me a lot. Why do ppl dun believe when i am saying the truth? So, no matter whether i am saying the truth or not, Nobody believes it. Conclusion, let it be. And don't simply say things. Quite moody this two days, but finally manage to let go last night. Maybe the only person who understand me is God. It's seems like raining this few days in the evening. I realizes i had becoming worst. I chose ppl to enter my group, i gossips about people stuff and cried in the end. If, in the Malay religion, it would be a sin. So, that mean i am doing a lot of sin. I am sorry for what i had said and all the wrong thing that i did.

starting of new sem!

So, sem break had officially over. And it's time to get busy again. Yesterday was enjoyable. Went to jog in the evening and it rained suddenly. Then, meeting was suppose to be on 7.30pm, but some one told me 7pm. So i went there early and waited for half an hour. Then off to volleyball. Then to dinner at 11pm. What an incredible night to go. At first it seems to me that it was free on the first day. But after that, Tuesday morning received one email from Nawi. And it's seems like scolding me. And the whole day seems down to me. I manage to change my timetable again. And this time, it's packed. Just now, DJ meeting is awesome. The manager actually asked me whether i still wanna join on air show. And i took this chance to quit it since i am not really committed to that show. So, one of my burden is gone. Now, i need to solve DRRO camp thing and also BDD sponsor stuff. I really scared i dint manage to get one sponsor. Wish God will blessed me get more sponsorship.  Had my first class in Advance english, and the assignment is like... WHAT THE !! so HARD!!! But, i will try to do it!

1st Sem Break Degree year

This semester break had been great for me. Back to cyberjaya on Sunday night. Monday start to duty for convocation. Met back all the seniors of Red crescent. They were all pretty and handsome. The convo fest sold many foods, accessories and flowers. My breakfast and lunch were free. But, i have to wake up early in the morning and duty. After duty, went to movie. In the end of the movie, i fell asleep. On Tuesday, duty as usual. After duty, Badminton. Hand muscle ache as i dint play badminton for a long time already.
Wednesday went to outing in Sunway Pyramid. Went out in the morning and back in the night. We went to watched dream house which is a nice movie. Then sing K till 7.30 pm and dinner.

Then the next day, went to Penang for 3 days 2 night.   Reached Penang around 4pm. Then off to our first place to stay. Then, went to beach. I really felt that it's holiday this time. Really happy to join this trip and hope that it will extend. LOL. Visit a lot of place in Penang and walk a lot. We sweat alot too. But it was fun as we eat a lot too. Well, i checked my result for my first semester. And it's the worst result ever in my record. 3.35. HAHZ. But, it was better than what i expected. Din't fail one subject and get to move on to the next sem. Here are some picture at the beach.

Friday 08 10.11

Time pass very fast. Therefore, we must appreciate what we have. I enjoy this holidays although at home. I enjoy watching dramas, movies and etc.. From the day i finished my first semester of Beta year till today, FRIDAY, everyday i am doing the same things. Therefore, is excited to start a new sem, and duty which is next week. Well, yesterday dad drop me at shopping mall and gave me RM200 to spend. And i spend around Rm110 and walked the whole shopping mall in just 4 hours. Wanted to spend all, but do not know what to spend on. Failed to get what i want but will work hard on it. Isn't that picture look nice? SMILE. You Are Beautiful. LOLX! Am excited for next week! Duty on Monday, Tuesday. Shopping, movie, sing k on Wednesday and Penang on Thursday to Saturday! haha.. And tomorrow, gonna watch mock trials in UM at night, Midvalley on Sunday. It's gonna be lotsa fun. 

Cinema

After  5 days at home, I felt relax and no need to study. But, I really not comfortable with not doing anything. So, I helped to cook, do office paperwork and also some sponsorship things. Last night, dad brought me to watch The soccerer and the white snake. Well, the movie is kinda horror with all the creature, some funny part of it, and also love story between Xu Xian and Susu. It's about a normal guy who fell in love demon snake but did not know about it. AH~ why i telling the story here. It wouldn't be fun if you know the story before watching it. I kinda agree with the story line. As long as both love each other, there's nothing much matter. Going with dad to cinema made me remember the moments of going to cinema with friends. Therefore, i miss them very much.

I just din't know what happen to me today. I felt no mood at all. Maybe because all my effort had gone? I studied so hard to get something out of it. But, still couldnt get it. I just feel nervous waiting for my result to be out soon. I know it wouldn't be good. This few days, I talked to him a lot. Thanks to him making me happy. Everytime when i think of him, i will smile. Just don't know why.

Semester 2 is coming very soon. Just hope everything will be fine. And plus with all the happiness in my life. After the beginning of the 2nd sem, I would be busy as usual. Gonna concentrate on my volleyball skill this time. HAHA.

Not all wishes will come true

Wishes will not come true sometimes. No matter how determine i am, it will not come true. Well, i guess i clear all my uncertainty in one day. I guess i am over the borders. I can't do what i promised myself. And, failed to do what is asked to do. Called 2 companies for sponsorship of 30th BDD. But when i called, I do not know what to talk. And keep talking crap that she at last say "hello, hello, do you hear me?" ARGHHH!!! Just a small thing i can't do it right. Well, what dad told me the other day was right. He said that, I should learn something during holidays but not wasting time in front of computer doing nothing. I guess i am going to call again tomorrow. Wish me luck that i can get some sponsorship on my own. As for him, i guess i should not keep 'kacau' him. Maybe i should find something to make myself busy so that i won't think of him?

Uncertainty

3 days past. And my holidays is bored. Especially, weekend. arghh.. There's a lot of uncertainty in my life.
1) uncertain about my result for first sem degree.
2) uncertain of whether i manage to done my task well
3) uncertain of what he feel towards me
4) uncertain of whether i should go Genting and Cameron.
and many many more...

Well, i watched "money can't buy love". That movie is nice and romantic. I watched 10 episode in only one day. I know, it's kinda late to watch that movie, but recently only i am free. I kinda enjoy sitting at home, but not for long. Why am I not appreciating what i had? hahz..

Well, i read one of the quote that impressed me. It says If you love someone, you wouldnt afraid to tell the whole world. I'm kinda agree with it. And this,

Kinda true right? hahaa...  This few days, often had headache. whenever i bend down, i can feel the pain in my head. What had happen... Maybe i not enough rest? Hmm... Just recover from flu . Anyway, hope my 2 weeks holiday will be full of excitement and not boredness. =)

Happy Holidays

Yeah! It's holidays!! HEHE.. After all the hardwork i put in my final examination, finally i can rest for 2 weeks. One week to stay at home, and 1 week to stay at Cyberjaya. Well, in this two days i realize that my econ and management paper is much more easier than mid term exam. LOL. Maybe i really understand the concept.

In this week, I think of many things too. One of them is remembering all the sweet memories of my Ex. OMG! I know i shouldn't, but he really treated me very good when we were together. It made me realizes that i had lost a good opportunities to get a good guy. Well, he is a considering person, taking care of me whenever i was sick. Whenever i needed him, he will be right there. But as one of my friend said, past is past. Think of the future one. So, i really hope that my future boyfriend would be some one who will take care of me when i am sick, making me happy when i am down, spending time with me when i want and also stand on my side when my parent scold me. My future boyfriend should have all the following characteristic! LOL!! Where can i find such a person? I know i will not get back such a nice boyfriend since i already given up one.

Nah~ why am i talking about it now? >.< I should enjoy my holidays and think bout it later. HAHA. Happy holidays everyone.

Grievances again..

Sister back home from UM today. At first thought of going Lowyat to buy something but end up mom and sister arguing AGAIN! CAN'T MY FAMILY LIKE OTHER FAMILY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER??! ISH!!!~~ So, end up staying at home and hear both of them arguing. And that make me think of is it a right choice to be back in home because i dont like being the middle person and do not know who to side on.

Sister always compare how thin she is and how fat i was. ARGH!!~ I think i need to diet start on this very moment. Eat oni one meal a day. It's funny when when the one who get thinner get scolded my mom and the one who gain weight also get scolded. Besides that, every week i went back to home and she told me not to do that and when my sister said that she's not free to go home, she scolded her so loudly. Now i know why guys think women are like unsolved mathematics. Well, my mom is one of those. Or is it because she love my sister more that she want to see her more often?? No matter how hard i work on it, it's still the same. My effort is all wasted.  Maybe you can say that i scared of being hurt or disappointed? So the smaller hope, the smaller disappointment. It's seems like my blog is my best friend ever! It's full of my grievances, complaints and happy moment. But, it cant reply to me. HA HA.

First week of final examination(degree)

Start off my exam week with Quantitative Analysis. And, it was quite easy EXCEPT for 1 -2 question with 20 marks. HAHZ.. Did all the pass year paper but no use. Cuz the pass year paper is totally easy and totally different from my final exam paper. Then, sat for M'sian Studies paper and account paper. Well, M'sian studies paper is quite easy as the question is exactly the tips. But how silly i am to miss out essay question. I should have read it but i just miss it. Regret but no use. Anyway it is just pass and fail subject that doesnt affect my marks. =P

Account paper on the other hand was difficult. Now i understand why my lecture say that all the seniors found it hard to pass that subject. Hopefully my luck is good enough to let me score. So, 3 papers gone. Now left 2 paper which are econ and management which requires memorising skills. And you know how bad my memories are. 

The reason why i dont study at home was because i dont like the pressure that my mom gave me. She keep nagging me that i should STUDY instead of watching movies. And in her words, she keep repeating STUDY, STUDY and STUDY! I dislike people telling when i should study or when i should do what. Well, i am big enough to plan for my own stuff. My wish no.1 had achieve. I had one new phone with cameras, mp3, radio and it's nice. Thanks my parent for giving me the chance of having such a nice phone. I hope one by one my wishes will come true. God bless. 

Make a wish ~

I actually realized that i am very lucky to be in my family. It's really "xing fu" when both my parent don't argue. So, this few days staying at home would be my greatest choice! XD It's seems like staying at home is better than hostel. Last night, when i was enjoying song and playing game, my house suddenly no electricity. I dont know why, but the first thing i did was to message him. Why am i thinking of him when he doesnt think of me? ARGHH!!

I manage to finish my account pass year paper very fast and left myself having nothing else to do. So, i think of my wishlist for my first degree year.
Here are my wishlist,
1) New handphone (going to get soon- i hope)
2) excel in my final exam- all 3 sems
3) reduce my weight to 45kg
4) get thinner - think i have to exercise more on holidays
5) perm my hair - will be done after cny =P
6) Save money - at least RM 5 per week
7) Treat my parent well - not to lie on them, hope so XP
8) to be happy and cheerful all the time- not to let my friend worries bout me
9) get more nice clothes - hehee..
and FINALLY
10)  get a boyfriend! XD ( it's all depend on fate and i think this wish will not come true)

i hope it will all come true by the end of this degree year. At least there is still 2 semester to go.. LOL
Inspirational word:  If you lose your heart, it means you lose yourself and if you lose yourself you lose everything.

Depress when think back of those memories

I know i wont regret to go home to study. It had been better in food perspectives. But some how i felt empty in me. Mom and dad went out to shop today and left me alone at home. Neighbors singing emo song. Make my memories all back. And i miss my sister so much.. Cuz everytime, there will always be me and my sis at home but today, i am alone. The weather suits my mood. It's going to rain soon. Then when i open my facebook, it's full of couples picture. I really jealous of them cuz they had found the other half of them. I had done 2 pass year paper today and gonna be more hardworking for my finals. That's the only way can make me forget everything. =) Although i hate exams, but i will keep telling myself to keep focus and be strong for another 2 weeks. Then i will be free!~ =D

4 days in a row

Sunday
Studied Malaysian studies in the morning and went to KLIA to send one of friend to Germany. Kinda miss him after he had gone.. Took some picture with him and talk with him. Some seniors were there too. I din expect he will be there. But glad to meet him there. Reached MMU late at night.

Monday.
Went lunch with my classmate. And studied quantitative analysis. Then look for lecturer to mark my pass year paper. I realize that time pass by very fast. I should not waste my time.. But still i do it. HAHZ..

Tuesday
PTPTN staff will be in MMU. I woke up 7am in the morning and bath. Then at 7.30 am, i met with my classmate and had nasi goreng biasa at FIT. Then we headed to MPH hall . There were many people in front of the hall. Line up in the hall from 8.30am to 11.30am. The person there were cutting the line from behind. Everyone is so mean and so selfish. But some how, i am one of them. =( I am so sorry that i dint have any choice. Mom called and told me that her leg had injured and couldnt walk much. But she had recover very soon. Then went to Alamanda for lunch and shop for awhile till 3.00pm. Reached MMU around 4pm and went back to hostel and bathe. Rest for awhile and went to dinner at Cyberia with RC people. After dinner, we went to celebrate mooncake festival. The tanglung was awesome. It's so romantic when they decorate the pondok with tanglung. Basically, another day without studying anything.

Wednesday
Woke up early in the morning and ate roti canai for my breakfast. Planned to skip my lunch as i had no money by my side. Done a bit revision on account and my parent called. My dad called and told me that our house had been robed. 2 handphones, 1 laptop, 1 dslr had been stolen,. Other than that, nothing else had been stolen. And am glad that both my parent is safe. Thanks God. Decided to go back home and study and also accompany my parent. So, tmr gonna study accounts since i wasted a lot of time this week. Hope i can stay focus and be strong. Always needed somebody beside me but.. hahz..

Volleyball tournament

After one week of studying in hostel without entertainment, it really feel stress.. especially when the internet line always down.. But, volleyball did save me. I decided to join volleyball tournament which held yesterday. So, Monday,Wednesday and Friday was my practice day. By that i can really release all the stress in me. I really hate when there's 2 option for me to choose. And that day was on friday. But at last, i chose to practice volleyball as my skills is not up to standard yet. My heart was giving me problem and causing me cant sleep on Friday. But luckily i can sleep better last night. I slept almost 12 hours and my notebook was on whole night. Hope that doesnt spoil my notebook. =(
Yesterday tournament is great. I can learn quite a lot of thing from other players and universities. Although we dint win, but i really enjoy the tournament yesterday. Well, i want to be as good as other player. I guess i just need to practice more. It's funny when i can actually join the tournament. It had been 2 times that i get the chance to watch volleyball tournament by duty-ing as first aider. But now, i am actually becoming part of them. I know her by that too. And now, it's like we are friend. And i get to know more and more friends through volleyball club. Even Malacca people. Really appreciate to know them. They gave a lot of advice and give confident to me during the tournament. Love u guys, love volleyball. My whole body is so ache now but it worth it! hehehee.. =)
My final exam will be 2 weeks more. I keep telling myself to be strong for another 3 weeks and i can go enjoy.. But somehow it doesnt work. Hopefully God give the strength to continue this journey.

Bye holidays, hi Study week..

Holiday is over... How i wish that it would last longer.. HAHA.. This holidays is actually for me to study, but end up... SHOPPING with my sister.. And u know how fun it was... But it all ended today. Well, i woke up early in the morning today and went to University Malaya to send my sis there. It is the first day for her to stay there. SO we went out very early in the morning. Accompany her till 1pm and went off. And i miss her alot though... hahz... I think if she can online, i'm going to webcam with her..! hahaha.. UM... what can i say bout that?? I guess i prefer to stay in MMU instead of UM. LOLX! Reach cyber around 4.00pm and unpack my stuff and bring my parent to Jusco, SK to have their dinner. Well, i know the road there! =D

This week, i am going to study till i mad.. Cuz, final examination is very very near... So, i am not going to entertain anybody.. HAHAHAH! i love the feeling of getting good result. And i think it worth it. So, bye holidays and HI STUDY week.. =)

Happy Holidays!

I wonder why time pass so fast. One semester gonna end soon. It's friday afternoon (3.40pm) when i wrote this. Starting from now, it's my semester mid term break. Most of my lecturer had taught all the chapters. And this mid term break isnt a real break for me. It's my study week instead. I am excited to go home and stay for one week. Thanks God for letting me cope with all the things so well. I had been complaining bout this and that. I shouldn't have complaint so much. Now i realize that no matter what happen, there's always somebody beside me and support me. No matter it's my family nor my friends. My life had been colorful when there are there for me. I admit that what i scare the most is the feel of loneliness. I hate those feeling. The weather for this week is cool and calm. I emptied my mind and enjoy for this week and then gonna boost up my energy to study for my final. A few more weeks. one sem will be over. Time pass by so fast that i dint realize that i had missed so much thing. I should appreciate every moment. Well, this week i went for movies, karaoke, birthday celebration and many fun activities. And i spend a lot too. HAHZ..I am going to save money from now on. And i am DETERMINE to do that. Do you believe in miracles?  i do believe in miracles. I had not been so happy as yesterday. Went out the whole day till 5 am only i sleep. But i woke up 8.30am and lying on bed till 9am.

There's lot of people saying me and him together. Relationship is not meant to be gossip, especially when it is not true. I did that also, but i will try not to do that again because the feeling isn't good. Here's a song i dedicate to all my friend who felt helpless, useless or strength less. And happy holidays, Merdeka and hari raya to everyone who view this.

Shopping weekend

WOHOO!!~~ weekend spent whole day shopping with my sister. Went back to home on Thursday. Saw my external hard disk on my study table. =D
Friday
Well, since i plan to go for shopping on weekend, so i studied on Friday. Whole day on my study table. And i successfully studied Accounting. Enjoyed my Friday at home and did not regret to go home earlier. hehehe..

Saturday
Studied a while my accounts and start FB-ing and online games.. Then in the evening went to Jusco, Kepong with my sister. Well she did hair treatment while i alone walking the whole Jusco. Finally, saw a scarf and i bought it. Walked around looking for bags and shoes. But end up did not buy any of them. Reached home around 10.30 pm. Dad was onlining playing FB?! hahaha..

Sunday
Woke up early in the morning and realize that my bed is the most comfortable bed ever.. SO, i sleep until 10.30 am. Eat breakfast and online, pack stuff... After lunch, headed to Mid valley by KTM. Well, one of my friend msg me and said he is going to mid valley to watch movie. But, i think we had no jodoh, that's why cant bump into each other. HAHA! Well, what i spent in Mid valley was a pair of wedges shoes and a handbag and also 2 dresses. heheh.. Guess all is over RM100++.. OMG! gonna DIET in this week to save back money on what i had spend. And Tuesday will spend again as it's my friend bday. Wednesday morning exam... OMG!! I wanna watch movie, but in the same time.. Accounting exam cant be neglected. What should i do?? HAHZ... Thursday night, gonna let myself enjoy to max!!! at least before final exam stress.. HEHEH
Received a bad news.. my slides isnt nice for the presentation.. =( I spent hours for that weyh.. ARGHHHH!!!!!

Hope it's not just a dream

Started off the week with kinda bad luck... and the worst is when my laptop system damage. I guess it is me that make it damage. So i wasted two days to fix my laptop. But on Friday, i am still hesitating whether to go or not to go to Sg Tua. So i made the decision that if my laptop recover, i go. Wake up early in the morning and walked to HP company alone. That's my first time to walk there alone carrying my laptop. But reach there with disappointment when they told me that it had closed down long time ago. So i went back to MMU by walking. Thinking whether should i stop by to have breakfast at anywhere. But end up, no. Reached MMU and headed to find my friend. She helped me alot on that day. And sorry for wasting her time.  Since she cant help me much, she help me to call my senior. He help me to fix it . He is such a GENIUS. Even my foundation computer lecture failed to fix it. This is why IT people are smart. So, it's fate for me to go for that outing.
Saturday
Wake up around 7.45 am as usual. Then gather at Stad at 9am. I was surprise that he were there. So we depart from MMU around 9 something and reach there one hour later. During the journey, i just feel moody. Maybe i am tired. Reached there and realize that there's no line. ARGHHH!! SO, we started of with BBQ. I like the most is the thing that he cook. It's delicious. The surrounding there is nice and peaceful. There had been long time i din have that peaceful place to enjoy. After a while, some of them started to play with the river. I am happy to see all of their laughter. It's just some kind of releasing stress after so many month. Around 3pm, it's time for us to go back to MMU. And i saw 6 miss cal from my parent and 2 msgs that asking where am i. I know they are worried about me. But i am an ADULT. I need some space for my own and not always reporting to home. I know who is my friend and who is not. So i just msg back telling them the truth that there's no line in there. At first i thought they would call and scold me. But after waited for so many hours, they dint. Went out dinner with RC again at Yong Tau Foo puchong. It's nice. At least not that oily food compare to MMU's food. After dinner, we went to sweet hut for dessert. I felt extremely full and wouldnt want to eat. But on the same time, it's not that good when we went to one shop and not ordering their food. We sit there and talk for hours. It was fun when one of my friend play guessing game with me. I was just trying my luck and guess what? I GOT EM CORRECT!! After dessert, went to ALamanda for movie. And that's the memorable thing. I guess that's just over like a dream. Wish will have more outing the next time.
Sunday
After playing for one day yesterday, i decided to study for one day. So i did my management notes, assignment and acc tutorial as well as study for acc one chapter. Then ate spaghetti that my friend cook. It was delicious. But somehow felt guilty that i see like it was not enough for her to eat. She had to eat biscuit after having spaghetti.

I guess the best day would be this two days. I hope everything is not just a dream that it end so fast.

Bad days

I guess this week isnt a good week for me. Basically, my tuition fee have not been paid till this long. And i keep blaming myself why i couldnt settle it myself and instead keep asking my dad to settle it for me. And some problem had occurred due to wrong issued check. So, my dad said he will be coming over on Wednesday. Yesterday was not my day. Sister msg me and ask bout RM50 that she gave me to buy groceries. And she scolded me for taking the money without her permission. Then at night, my dj senior called me and said that he couldnt made it to go on air. And that eaten my time to prepare his part as well. But luckily one of my friend agreed to be the third dj yesterday. And i thought that today will be better than yesterday. But, my mom called and scolded me for she cant stalk my profile. She just yelled at me and said that she cant see my post and the picture. Why these day had made my mood totally bad. Perhaps i should be a loner and not to mix with anyone, not joining any activities and clubs and just sit in my own room to study and be nerd? ARGHH!!! I really need somebody to lend me their shoulder.. =(

Mid term OVER!

Mid term exam had just over. Although it's really stress, but i DID it. I manage to survive till my mid term exam finished. Can i survive till my final examination? This week Thursday i went to my friend house to stay overnight. I successfully manage to not to touch Facebook. I read my management and enjoy the whole night in her lovely house. We had fun in the night and i felt relax for that moment. Friday morning was raining in Kajang. We caught in traffic jam for an hour. Reached MMU around 8.40 am and skipped breakfast. During my exam, my lecture gives some hint on how i should write for that essay, but i just cant write it out. GOSH! i am suck in memorizing stuff. I came out early because i had written what i know. After my exam, she message me to ask for breakfast. I wanted to do so. But, i realized i cant meet her frequently. So, i decided to to go for movie with my friends. We went to Alamanda for Harry Potter. That show was awesome. After so long of my trimester, i FINALLY have one day to watch movie and enjoy. Back in campus around 5 something. Online awhile, and WOW! 28 notification! I spend around half an hour to scan through all the notification. Then, dad came to campus for awhile and he went back. I MISSES home alot.. I wish i am in home now... Campus is much more bored than at home. At night, went to celebrate my senior birthday in LCCT. That night is the best night ever. Had ice cream at night, and one piece of cake. Reach back campus at 3 am. And i am too exhausted to stay up whole night. So i went to bed and woke up today around 9 something. I manage to finish my Malaysian Studies assignment today. And wanted to continue Economics assignment but i have no idea what to do. So i just continue with my homework and other stuff. I really dont know till when i can hold on to this kind of life. Some how i watched one movie call Love at 7th sight. That movie is a romantic movie. I wish i had somebody to be with me like that. I develop a plan for me to follow till i reach my target. Hopefully all is in well position! 

Camp+sick and whatsover

15 July 2011
In the morning, i received a msg from her. She actually asking me to had lunch together since she cant play badminton with me. So, i decided to eat McD. And here we goes,.. to MCD.. with one more friend!! haha.. We chat and spend our entire morning till 3pm in McD chatting with each other. After Mcd, went back to room and study for a while.
At first i was excited to go for RDS camp. But somehow i feel a bit sick. Depart from MMU around 7 pm something and reach that place in Kuala Selangor around 8.30pm. Had my first night in the camp site. The place is not clean plus the muddy mud after raining made my shoes all dirty up. Slept around 1am. I am happy to see my two senior together with me in the camp. But, i cant express it in feeling. I become so quiet throughout the camp.

16th July 2011
2nd day in the camp. I learned a lot of stuff on Disaster Management. We even use our hand to eat the food instead of using spoons. I learned how to build a tent, mass cooking, and how to use a walkie talkie. XD
But, i just couldnt concentrate on the theory part of the camp. I had fever and not enough sleep. So i am half asleep during all the talk. I ruined my exam on disaster management as well. I guess this is my first time to fail an exam. We are then divided to groups and had 2 tasks to focus on. It's just how we manage our time. We are given 2 hr to complete the task +dinner+bath... My team member consist of smart people. So i guess i din contribute much to my group. Received an msg from him telling me to talk and mix more with other people. I dont know why but i just dont feel like talking.

17th July 2011
Last day of camp. There is a test on Disaster Relief and it's my first time doing it. There's lots of thing that i should learn from them. We go through the sea and i am all wet with my shoe spoil. My task would be on helping other team with their task and also psychosocial.. I am fooled by 2 people. ISH!! i am easy to kena tipu.. So, my test is FAILED. After the practical test, we had our theory test. I dint really listen to what they teach and revise on it. So, my theory test also FAILED. HAHZ....
After the exam, we can finally back . Before reaching MMU, we had our satay at Kajang for dinner. HEHE..
I sleep around 10something till 8am the next day.

20th July 2011
Had my presentation on traditional clothes, cheong sam. And guess what? They say my dress is AWESOME!~ After the presentation, i went straight to Gym. I know she would be there. Spend my evening together with her is incredible. We had our jogging till 6pm and talk till 6.30pm. Then i went back to room and bath, then to volleyball court. Played for a while and waited till 8pm ALONE in the court with darkness. The light there just couldnt on. At first, i thought we will had training, but after 1 hour, nobody arrive at the court. There's only 6 of us. At 11pm, i had my dinner with her and another guy in SK. This is the first time i really felt happy. Thanks for the dinner. And, thanks for everything. I just wish that it wouldnt over so fast this dream.

21st July 2011
My mom's birthday and i forgot to wish her.. OH MY GOSH! I had no class the whole morning and i spend that time studying my Quantitative Analysis. Had my exam at night and the question is easy. I am afraid of management exam. =(
I just wish that my result will not be that bad.. I really need to EXCEL my studies. My cough is still attacking me and flu.. What an unlucky month for me. I ate many types of medicine and feels the same.

A piece of word

Many weeks have passed. And it seems like i had wasted many times. What i had done so far?? I guess i wouldnt be able to answer this question. Volleyball seems fun to me. But when there's no one accompany me to play i would feel bored and no mood to play. And sometimes when i play, i realizes that i wasnt there to play. Am i waiting for some one to appear? I had been busying for clubs and societies and neglected my own studies and assignment. I guess i cant continue to be like that. And so, i planned my own schedule to do all my assignment. Hopefully i will follow it. In the month of June itself, i had been food poisoning many times. But this time, i just felt it is not food poisoning as the pain located is not the intestine part. It's directly on top of that. Will it be gastric pain? My dad said that he will bring me to doctor tomorrow. Wish that the doctor wont give antibiotic anymore.

Many people had made empty promises to me.. I just feel that i cant trust anyone on promises. I need to clear my own mind to fill in all the study material inside instead of thinking other thing. I remembered one of my friend mention this to me. From the time i joined Foundation in MMU, how many true friend that stay with me till now? I guess it will be few.. Most of the time i felt down and all i could do is to cry. Then, everything will be okay..
Events
There's outing for Djs, but should i go? I just not good at making decisions. This weekend i will be going for RDS camp!~ WOHOO~~! Cant wait for it. And it will be Blood donation drive soon.. It's time to get back to work.. =)

week3 of Degree.

i wonder how long i had not be that happy.. Last week is my happiest week ever. I wonder why i do not have any assignment to do...Then i know that i had been ignoring it all the while. Potluck was fun and lots of picture had taken. Although the whole week had been dutying for inter faculty sports carnival, but it was fun and occupy all my time. I learned a lot of thing from the inter faculty thingy. And i get to know all the sports person. Had flu last week and this week i think i am going to get cough. Why all the bad thing happening to me? Life is like a cycle, sometimes we will be on top and sometimes we will be at bottom. I guess now i am at bottom and will be going up soon. I started to join the volleyball club and it was fun.. Then i played till my hand pain and hard to whole pen. My leg is pain as well. I dont know how i can run for NTV7 run on this Sunday. God bless. HEHEHE!

2nd week of degree

After entering degree for one week, i found that the most entertaining time would be during co curricular activities and the most bored time would be in the class lesson. I realizes that i had becoming a not so friendly person. I seldom talk to my lecture mate and end up sitting alone in my class. So, i enjoyed the Malaysian Studies because most of my friend is in that class. At first, i really really wish that i am still in Foundation with all my friends together. But now, i start to love my lessons as i know that i will concentrate if there is no one for me to talk to.
The second week of degree changes my mind. I remember what my lecture had taught me. She said that we wouldnt know each other if you dont open your mouth to ask question. That's very true. So, i met 2 indian friends in Management tutorial class who also joined Red Cresent. =) Besides that, i met with a china girl! She's awesome.
I hadnt been crying for 2 months i guess. But lately, i release all my tears that is in me and i felt better after that. I remember what my lecture ask in the class. If we faced a problem, do we cry or we try to look for the solutions? I would answer this question with, i cry first then i find solution. HEHEH.. That's how i do usually.
Thursday night is the best night ever since my degree had started. That night was red cresent ice breaking night. I was so surprise to see 3 seniors coming back to enjoy the night with us. Really happy to see them around. I guess i will be busy for the whole 3rd week of degree with duties, and crash course dj. Hopefully i can cope with it. I love BUSY LIFE!! =)

First class in degree

Went to my first class of degree and realizes that actually i had not much friends. I look around everywhere and i felt the emptiness in me. Maybe i just miss my sister, my dad and mom? HAHZ....  I realizes also that i hadn't been talking much to you. I guess you are just avoiding me? Everytime when i start my conversation with you, you keep pushing me away.. What did i do wrong? Now that my classes is all the one that i dont know, i hope that i can mix with them more, communicate with them and get my assignment stuff done easily. My management today is fun with all the knowledge. And, i bought a new book for management. It cost around RM74. DAMN expensive. I missed my Quantitative Analysis so i really dont know what book to get. Beware of what we chose, cuz once we choose wrong it's hard to get back in the beginning.

Ekiden Run

First week of Holidays.
Well, the whole week i was practicing for ekiden Run in Putrajaya. Basically, i guess i have phobia in jogging now. =D

WE are num 7

My toes is in pain now and that was because of improper shoes to go for a run in the first place. So i decided to buy a sport shoe for running. The sport shoe cost around RM60. hehe..XD On Sunday, my sister wake me up early in the morning. And that was the first time she wakes people up. Normally i would be the one who is calling her up. We ate some breads and head to Putrajaya. Well, that place is awesome. I am the second runner and my sis is the first runner. After waited for quite some time, i finally saw her running near and pass that sash to me. I ran for about 1 km i guess and i started to walk. But reached at the 3rd runner in 18 minutes. That is what my sister told me when she timed me. I cant believe that i can be that fast. And we are number 7 out of 53 team. We had our medal and certs . We took a lot of picture too. Here are some of it.

Pretending to RUN

POSE!!

First day of holidays.

       Holiday had started. At first i was quite happy since i had not been resting for Foundation years. But, as time past by, i realize that it will be quite boring to stay at home and watching movies or drama. So i decided to go out and exercise everyday. I hope my body can take this opportunity to slim down.. HEHE.. XD

I managed to help my parent in doing some housework and also wash my own bags, shoes, and etc....

Some how i miss my friends in MMU, in National Service, in my secondary school and so on... If there is one thing call time reverse machine, i wish to have one. LOLX. But in reality there isn't anything like that. So, what have i done this few days? HERMMMM... i had been watching Sunny Happiness. This movie is from Taiwan and Mike He is the main actor in this movie. 

        As days pass by, i wish that my result for this sem got improvement. I really depend on this time result to get CGPA of 3.5 and above to qualify me for scholarship. If i had the chance of getting this scholarship, i will not waste my opportunity to excel in my studies and get a good job. Career or Love? I wish i wouldnt have to choose between this two and get hold to this two. But if i would have to choose, i choose career first. That's why i chose to be single. It had the disadvantages of single. Sometimes when i see some of my friend hanging on with their bf or gf, i really envy of them. All the sweet pictures of them together, how they spend their time together and etc... 

        No matter what, i wish u all are happy always, no matter where u are, u get my wishes.

ELLE

Study week

     Final exam in foundation will be on this week saturday.. I guess i can finish up my studies by end of this week. I admit i am kinda free during my study week cuz i had been preparing since i was in sem 3.. This whole week routine will be repeating which is watching television and studying at the same time but diff day. I wanna get ALIVE!!! But what else to do than study? I just pray to God that the question will be coming out exactly like what i expect. Well, last week had been like a dream for me. Now i am totally awake from my dream and realizes Life is Bored when there is exam.. ARGHH!! What am i complaining about? I guess after exam will be as boring as exam week too... ISHHH!!! 

    Cyberjaya is having summer days. It had not been raining since a week ago. I am HOT like being in the sauna room with all my sweats coming out. Normally the lib will cold till freeze, but when i went to lib this few days.. i dint even feel the coldness in there. The air in hostel is all polluted and how i wish if i had made the decision to stay at home during the study week. I hope i did not make the wrong decision. 

   I had heard a lot of people saying about this and that. But should i really listen to them? Or believes in what i see? 

unlucky week

Hmm... should i be happy or sad?? These few days had been going out to enjoy my life, but in the same time, my mp3 lost in this week it self. It had been my companion since the day i bought it. Now that when i open my bag, not seeing it... I felt empty in me. HAHZ.... where is my mp3??!! I needed u the most.. Besides loosing mp3, previously lost RM50... Now i really needed to save money.. Well, as for my holidays, my sis payed for me to go for a run... Hopefully i can win some prizes home.. HEHE... At last i can go back home already.. HOME SWEET HOME! I am supposed to go to Malacca today, but some how i just don't feel like going. So, end up, went to MCD and bought a large set of fillet o fish... Gonna exercise back tomorrow to slim down.. HAHA..
Exam is near, and when i say near... it mean really very near... HAHZ.. hopefully i can pass with flying colors.. Pray to God, and only God can help me.

Full of joy.

Friday

Well, prepared for my statistic presentation. The presentation was easy and we got 7/8 marks. Our lecture did not even really listen to what we wanna present. But i am glad that we got quite a high mark for presentation. Back in my room and start revising my management subject. In the midnight, went to Subang for makan. It's the first time that i sat in his car. Well, i enjoy sitting in his car. After makan, went back to room and my room mate is sleeping. Not really sleeping, but laying on the bed. We had pillow talk. Then ZZZZzzzz...

Saturday

Well, MMU awards this morning. It's a very grand event where all the clubs and society will be appreciated after the all the hard works. Was really proud of Red Cresent. RC this year won the best charity award. The foods isn't really great, but the arrangement of the hall and all the performances was great. I think it is worth to pay RM20 for it. We took alot of picture posing for the charity award cup. HEHHE... The award day end around 2 something. Then, we went to Old Town house to have our lunch. After lunch, we went to Kuchai Lama to enjoy our snowflakes. Still owe my friend money for it. Reached MMU around 6 something and start studying short stories analysis. Felt hungry around 10 something after watched Secret by Jay Chou. So went to Kedai to buy maggi cup. Ate maggi and slept around 11.30pm... 

Sunday

Woke up around 8.30am and get myself ready to start studying. It had been a playful week for me. Played few times of badminton in a week and din't touch the books. OMG!! Planned what to study in the upcoming week and hopefully i will follow it. My room mate, Winnee went out for CCF thing and i was left alone in room. Dunno what to do so i just blog.. =)

I know i have to wake up from my dream and  face the reality. For this week 13, i have to prepare for my lab test on Wednesday and pass up my academic writing on Tuesday. And on Friday, i will be going to Malacca... LOL!! and will be going back hometown this weekend. YES! 

AVAD and Movie for weekends!

It had been a wonderful weekend for me. Two days in a shot having so much fun. Thanks for everything.

Saturday

After Party

Appreciation dinner for red cresent today. Studied my statistic in the morning and went for that dinner in the evening. It had been so fantastic. AVAD was held in Pan Pacific Kuala Lumpur. Departed from MMU around 5.30pm and reach there around 6 something. I saw many of the seniors there and not knowing them. All had been wearing so beautifully with mask with them. The party starts with dinner and performances from the committee. Then continue by prize giving to best VAD, best commandant and assistance commandant, prom king and prom queen. I did win the best service award. LOL... The food is nice.. and the games is fun! Congrates to all the committee. You all had done a great job. Towards the end of the party, we had photo shooting session. We reached Cyber around 11 something. And that's the end.

With mask on..

Hair is curly.. hehee

VAD C

Receiving Best Service Award!

Becoming darker and darker.. HAHZ

All pretty girls.. WITTTSS!

Sunday
Din't expect any plans for today. So i proceed to studying the management and statistic. Then one of my friend suggested to go for movie entitile a chinese fair tale story. We went to IOI mall to watch the movie. It is a GREAT movie. LOVING IT!!~ After movie, we went to shopping while waiting the time for dinner. Had Bak Kut Teh as my dinner.. hehehehe... =D
Brought RM21 out and spend it all already... =( Now i really need to save up all my money and not simply spend it.

For this week, there is another annual dinner by FOMS which will held on Wednesday. And the best part of it, it does not cost a single cent. LOL... Thanks to the President, Danial. He had been the best president ever. Although i am not there for meeting, he will record down the minutes for me.. Decided that next sem, i should only take up 2 cocuriculum which are volleyball and red cresent.

unlucky day and some interesting part.

Hmmm... i guess i din post anything up here long time already...? HAHAH... That's because lots of thing happening in this month.. or previous month. Well, i finished all my assignment... partially and mid term tests is over! And..... My result for mid term test is INCREDIBLE! I am satisfied with my marks.. HEHEHE... I believe that all my hard work will give me a satisfactory result. Thanks God... I was being promoted to become Commandant in VAD C in Red Cresent. Hopefully i will manage it well enough. I planned to enter volleyball team in my degree. But i cant decide which clubs should i quit?
Saturday
MUET exam today. Saw that paper and thought it will be easy for me. But in reality, i don't know what i crap in that writing part. The question is "the most valuable thing is friendship" Discuss. ERMMM.. should i say yes or not? I had no point on discussing bout that. Just hope for the best of me! hehehee... After MUET, went back to hostel and order my lunch in HB3. Just had one chicken and lil bit of rice. And it cost RM4.50... =( So EXPENSIVE..... HAHZ.. now i know why i dont wanna stay here for weekend. After lunch, realized that my RM50 lost!!! =((
Find all the way from hostel room to HB3. Cant find it though.. whoever saw the RM50 sure will take it already. Who will be so kind hearted to report the loss or give it back to the owner? HAHZ... Then went for IHL course at 3pm. Learned on the history of ICRC. HEHEH.... cost RM7 for the notes and exam. Then went for dinner in Serdang and spend RM11. I think i am the big spender...
Sunday
Well, woke up at 7am to finish up my comp app web design. not finish up, but make it to more attractive. LOL. Then 10 am went to chapter meeting and continue for AGM meeting. The meeting end around 12 something and we had lunch in Padi together. Then went to Times Square and Sungai Wang with some of my friends. There's lot of offer on nice clothes... I WANNA BUY it... but since i accidentally lost my RM 50, guess i better save my money. So end up, din buy any clothes. But i had a great time there. THANKS a lot. I still owe some of my friends money actually.. But, need to pay for AVAD night first on Tuesday! So would like to save on my breakfast and lunch. and only spend for my dinner. =)

Satisfied of what i am doing

YES!! i manage to follow my schedule on finishing all the assignments. Well, almost most of it almost done. Just left 1/4 of it. Checklist: 1) PCA web design (left 1/4)
                                   2)Academic writting (left main topic 4 and conclusion)
                                   3) Accounting (done * several not sure answer)
                                   4) Statistic (hahz.. havent do anything)

Think back to my past.. this few days. I really miss him.. Look at his picture remind me of how happy when i finished my SPM, in NS. Although it is a diff life for me. But, i MISS him... or THEM? But occupy myself with assignment and studies. HEHE...
Got my Statistic mid term exam mark today. And guess what?? 18.5/20. WOW!! Dint expect to be so high.. I expected 16/20 only. THANKS GOD. YOU made me believe that my hard work worth it. MUET exam coming soon.. NERVOUS. My speaking is just not that good though and speaking about facts?? Not my expert. HAHZ... Never give up michelle... XD
Really felt sorry for one friend. He invited me to movie just now but i just dint manage to go. Dun mad at me k.. HEHE... I had my reasons for not going. First of all, i need to finish all my assignment. Second, i will be tired because it is late night show. Third, i need to save my money. Ya ya.. thousands of excuses for not to go right..

9th week

We had started our mini business this week. And really thanks to all my senior who had supported me by buying my dinner set or even the tong sui only. THANKS! My phone credit had reduced a lot to find customers. But, the sales for last week is good enough. I am satisfied with it. Kinda busy the whole week, but get to enjoy on Thursday. Watched Just Go With It. Well, it's really a good movie that i would recommend. 

It's like a comedy+ romantic movie. Watch it and you will know.. HAHA... thanks for bringing me watching that movie. Felt relaxed after movie. Back to room around 12.30am, and start doing my statistic homework. Around 2 am... ZZZZ....

Friday is the time for me to go home. Since i got no class on fri, i did some assignment in my room. Around 6pm, dad came. At first i was happy because i could go home. But later on, dad and mom argued over a small thing. It took 2 days of argue. Cant even study for my mid term exam.... Ermm.... Saturday i did study... Only today cant concentrate. On the way to Cyber, dad bought me ENOS to help with my indigestion. Thanks Dad.. I <3 you! All my seniors had gone to holidays. When is my turn to holiday?? I NEED IT!! Gotta continue my assignment in this week and study too.. Wish me luck! 

Direct sales and mini business, assignments, mid term test, and bla bla bla...

Monday
We started our mini business sales today. The fried mee hoon is nice.. but the fried rice is terrible. I guess the rice is a bit out of taste?? HAHZ.. i'm soooo soorrrryy... English class today is terrible. My academic writing source cant be use. And... HAHZ.. i can find the journal!! >< almost burst out tears when teacher said the sources cant be use....! But i manage to control it well.
There will be MUET exam on 12 april and assignments pass up on april too.. I wonder why time have to pass so fast.. I am a bit of stressed sometimes....
Well, there are many people from my class knocked on my door and call for Nasi Lemak, Muruku, and all kind of sorts. Annoying them.... =.=' For my financial status, i am going to declare bankruptcy soon. There are dj night which cost RM68, RC AVAD cost almost RM50 and MMU awards day RM20. HAHZ... I need meditation!! If only i could be a small kid who only know how to watch tv and play.... Never ever grow up..? O.o hehehe...