14th Nov 2012, sunny day
Woke up around 6 something and continue to sleep till 9.30 am. Settle myself and start studying.Managed to finish up 2 chapter of Management Accounting 2. Then, watched dramas and have a nap. Woke up at 5.45 pm and gosh... I promised to eat dinner at 6.oo pm. Went to meeting and ended up in McD eating french fries. I just can't figure out why.. but, am not in good mood today.
I suddenly remember of one of my friend told me before that I am like a maskot. Which everything will be hiding inside and always remain a smile in outside and no one will realize what is inside the maskot. I had been enjoying alot this few days and it's time to be back in reality. The reality that I MUST be independent and never depend on people. The reality that I must be as tough as a guy and whatever a guy can do.. I can do it too. The reality that I cant release my feeling to anyone. This would be my last post for this semester. Thanks reader. c u.
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Deepavali 2012
13 Nov 2012, sunny day.
Had a nice sleep since both camp. Woke up at 9.00 am and wanted to eat Roti Canai. But, guess FCM doesnt open. So, just ended up a cup of milo and bread. Watched "high and low" movie till the end. And yea, the movie is awesome. I realized that the higher I climb, the scarier for me to drop. Once I drop, I can't start all over again. So, it's either I don't do it, or... If I do it, I will make sure it succeeded.
Went to one of the RC instructor house in Dengkil to celebrate Deepavali. It was a great journey to his house. The food is nice and his whole family is nice to us too. After the visit to his house, we went to LowYat Plaza in KL. Walked the whole plaza... went to Lot 10 to have dinner [RM 9.50] and had cendol which shared by one of my friend [RM 4.00]. Then off to KLCC. We walked all the way there and I found it interesting by just walking through the bridge itself. Spend for Dark chocolate [RM 8]. Saw one nice sweater in Uniqlo but costed RM 99. Ended up, din get the chance to buy it. Window shopping for a while, and saw a nice beaded key chain. Lovin' it!! But, it sure would be expensive. After the journey in KLCC, went to have supper.. I had satay, roasted chicken... and chinese tea.. which cost [RM 7.00]. Altogether, I had spent around RM 46 today.
Back to cyber around 12.30am. Although it was a tiring day walking here and there, but I really do find myself relaxing and enjoying the day.
Had a nice sleep since both camp. Woke up at 9.00 am and wanted to eat Roti Canai. But, guess FCM doesnt open. So, just ended up a cup of milo and bread. Watched "high and low" movie till the end. And yea, the movie is awesome. I realized that the higher I climb, the scarier for me to drop. Once I drop, I can't start all over again. So, it's either I don't do it, or... If I do it, I will make sure it succeeded.
Went to one of the RC instructor house in Dengkil to celebrate Deepavali. It was a great journey to his house. The food is nice and his whole family is nice to us too. After the visit to his house, we went to LowYat Plaza in KL. Walked the whole plaza... went to Lot 10 to have dinner [RM 9.50] and had cendol which shared by one of my friend [RM 4.00]. Then off to KLCC. We walked all the way there and I found it interesting by just walking through the bridge itself. Spend for Dark chocolate [RM 8]. Saw one nice sweater in Uniqlo but costed RM 99. Ended up, din get the chance to buy it. Window shopping for a while, and saw a nice beaded key chain. Lovin' it!! But, it sure would be expensive. After the journey in KLCC, went to have supper.. I had satay, roasted chicken... and chinese tea.. which cost [RM 7.00]. Altogether, I had spent around RM 46 today.
Back to cyber around 12.30am. Although it was a tiring day walking here and there, but I really do find myself relaxing and enjoying the day.
Sunday, November 11, 2012
3 days 2 night event
Had just finished another event. I would say that RC event would definitely nicer than this event. Maybe it is because week after week and that's why I can see the different of it. In RC, there are something that I realize, which is team work. Where in this event, I can say that there are no team work.
Day 1
Was told to be at STAD building at 3.00 pm but the participation was not that satisfying. Got scold by the adviser for the not satisfying participation from the clubs. Mood spoiled but still have to pretend to be happy.
Arrive at the scene and it was a rainy day. I get them all gather and to their dorm. Then, they were to had their dinner at 7.30 pm. The food was nice. By 8.30 pm, I gather them at the hall. First activity with the leaders of the club would be ice breaking. That session was quite fun. Then, the arrival of STAD people in the hall and I pass back to them since it was all by STAD module. Supper was provided and back to sleep at 11.30 pm .
Day 2
Woke up at 6.30 am in the morning. And, gather for aerobic. It was a nice exercise but unfortunately, I dont get sweat. Breakfast and then start with the first course followed by courses. Participation gather at hall at 8.30 am. I was with the participant. Counsellor asked me to help them to set up the projector. I had not one to find because all faci was enjoying chit chatting at the dining place. Well, to be honest I don't know how to set up that projector. But, I still learn how to set it up and yea, I succeeded. There is no one that I can count on when I am in trouble, that's what I realized since that moment. Adviser complained that why so many facilitator and they are not doing anything. He asked me to tell them to join the crowd. I know if they knew they would be the participation, they wont be joining with me.But, what can I do? It's a order from the adviser. I have no choice but to ask them to be the participation. Rakit session was on a raining season. I see all the groups was in the rain to finish up their raft. That's what called teamwork. It continued to rain and the night walk session cancelled. I have to come up with some ideas on what to replace that slot. I came out with some game station which will be held in hall. I observed every single officer in charge, and that moment... I knew they were not that satisfied with what I planned. Supper time as usual and bed time as usual.
Day 3
Woke up quite late since I am not involve in the morning session. But still I am the first to arrive at the gather place. The committees can even walking slowly down the stairs. Adviser asked me to lead for the morning exercise for not to waste time anymore. Back to breakfast and some activities before heading back to MMU.
What I would say on this event would be...
I admit that I am not a good leader, and had a bad temper too. I do sometimes feel like bursting but, I keep controlling myself and not scolding anyone. I failed to organize it to run smoothly.
Back to hostel and had a good bath and FINALLY released out my feelings. Felt better. Hope tonight I would have a good rest.
Day 1
Was told to be at STAD building at 3.00 pm but the participation was not that satisfying. Got scold by the adviser for the not satisfying participation from the clubs. Mood spoiled but still have to pretend to be happy.
Arrive at the scene and it was a rainy day. I get them all gather and to their dorm. Then, they were to had their dinner at 7.30 pm. The food was nice. By 8.30 pm, I gather them at the hall. First activity with the leaders of the club would be ice breaking. That session was quite fun. Then, the arrival of STAD people in the hall and I pass back to them since it was all by STAD module. Supper was provided and back to sleep at 11.30 pm .
Day 2
Woke up at 6.30 am in the morning. And, gather for aerobic. It was a nice exercise but unfortunately, I dont get sweat. Breakfast and then start with the first course followed by courses. Participation gather at hall at 8.30 am. I was with the participant. Counsellor asked me to help them to set up the projector. I had not one to find because all faci was enjoying chit chatting at the dining place. Well, to be honest I don't know how to set up that projector. But, I still learn how to set it up and yea, I succeeded. There is no one that I can count on when I am in trouble, that's what I realized since that moment. Adviser complained that why so many facilitator and they are not doing anything. He asked me to tell them to join the crowd. I know if they knew they would be the participation, they wont be joining with me.But, what can I do? It's a order from the adviser. I have no choice but to ask them to be the participation. Rakit session was on a raining season. I see all the groups was in the rain to finish up their raft. That's what called teamwork. It continued to rain and the night walk session cancelled. I have to come up with some ideas on what to replace that slot. I came out with some game station which will be held in hall. I observed every single officer in charge, and that moment... I knew they were not that satisfied with what I planned. Supper time as usual and bed time as usual.
Day 3
Woke up quite late since I am not involve in the morning session. But still I am the first to arrive at the gather place. The committees can even walking slowly down the stairs. Adviser asked me to lead for the morning exercise for not to waste time anymore. Back to breakfast and some activities before heading back to MMU.
What I would say on this event would be...
I admit that I am not a good leader, and had a bad temper too. I do sometimes feel like bursting but, I keep controlling myself and not scolding anyone. I failed to organize it to run smoothly.
Back to hostel and had a good bath and FINALLY released out my feelings. Felt better. Hope tonight I would have a good rest.
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Insomnia Night.
8th Nov 2012, rainy day
I-nite was awesome.. From design to lightning. Although the cultural performance was a bit bored.. but the acting part was GREAT!!! Went back to hostel around 10.30 pm. And slept at 11.15 pm. I don't know why, but I cant sleep well. Woke up at 2 am to off the light, then 6 am, then 7.45 am. I had a nightmare as well. At first, early in the morning I was quite in bad mood. But, still have to force a smile on my face.
Hang out in SRC room till 4 pm to wait for my friend to help me to test the healer. When I saw him treat her so nice, honestly, was quite jealous of it. Wish someone will treat me that good too. Back to room to have a rest. But, unfortunately.. not a good respond. I cant rest as well. I just don't know why..
Celebrated my friend's birthday in tappers Shaftbury. It changes my mood from moody to happy. Just cant figure out why... but that's how I felt. Back to hostel at 10.30 pm and feel stomach ache. And, YEA.. tomorrow there will be another camp. I knew it wouldnt be as fun as RC camp.... but It's my responsibility to attend it.
Hope everything is fine.. =)
I-nite was awesome.. From design to lightning. Although the cultural performance was a bit bored.. but the acting part was GREAT!!! Went back to hostel around 10.30 pm. And slept at 11.15 pm. I don't know why, but I cant sleep well. Woke up at 2 am to off the light, then 6 am, then 7.45 am. I had a nightmare as well. At first, early in the morning I was quite in bad mood. But, still have to force a smile on my face.
Hang out in SRC room till 4 pm to wait for my friend to help me to test the healer. When I saw him treat her so nice, honestly, was quite jealous of it. Wish someone will treat me that good too. Back to room to have a rest. But, unfortunately.. not a good respond. I cant rest as well. I just don't know why..
Celebrated my friend's birthday in tappers Shaftbury. It changes my mood from moody to happy. Just cant figure out why... but that's how I felt. Back to hostel at 10.30 pm and feel stomach ache. And, YEA.. tomorrow there will be another camp. I knew it wouldnt be as fun as RC camp.... but It's my responsibility to attend it.
Hope everything is fine.. =)
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
Tuesday, 6th Nov, rainy day.
Tuesday, 6th Nov, rainy day.
It had been raining for the whole month and I wonder will it be raining as well for this weekend. Sometimes, I do feel tired taking up so many post and yea... This coming weekend, will have to go for another course. Hope everything goes well. During these days, the campus is being flood with rain. I like raining season because it will not be so hot, but in the mean time, I hate it because my shoes will be all wet in the end.
After joining so many events, I learnt alot of things from people. How to manage people, how to manage time and how to manage self. I know a lot of people from diff clubs and societies, different background.. but in the end.. still ending up alone in my room. Well, my room mate is going for travelling and yea.. am alone in the room for this 3 months. No one to talk to during night time. Heard this song in the morning, from Lee Hom "Xu yao ren pei".. It suits me alot. And, miss home a lot. Wish I could go home right now, but... class.. HAIHH~~~
I havent been seeing him quite some time ago. Wondering where had him been missing. Perhaps he is doing event?? Gonna end up everyday with the same schedule... alone-ing.. =( Total EMO.
XOXO
It had been raining for the whole month and I wonder will it be raining as well for this weekend. Sometimes, I do feel tired taking up so many post and yea... This coming weekend, will have to go for another course. Hope everything goes well. During these days, the campus is being flood with rain. I like raining season because it will not be so hot, but in the mean time, I hate it because my shoes will be all wet in the end.
After joining so many events, I learnt alot of things from people. How to manage people, how to manage time and how to manage self. I know a lot of people from diff clubs and societies, different background.. but in the end.. still ending up alone in my room. Well, my room mate is going for travelling and yea.. am alone in the room for this 3 months. No one to talk to during night time. Heard this song in the morning, from Lee Hom "Xu yao ren pei".. It suits me alot. And, miss home a lot. Wish I could go home right now, but... class.. HAIHH~~~
I havent been seeing him quite some time ago. Wondering where had him been missing. Perhaps he is doing event?? Gonna end up everyday with the same schedule... alone-ing.. =( Total EMO.
XOXO
Monday, November 5, 2012
DRRO experience
Ending of 3rd week for Semester 2.Well, DRRO had finally arrived. This is my 3rd time joining this event but this time, I am joining as committee. Being a committee is better than being a member. Early in the morning, 5.30 am on Fri, went to gather at STAD building. But, nobody is there.Haven't been before that I walked alone in the campus this early in the morning. If I knew that they are not gathering so early, I would have go at 6 am. Went to library to rest for a while and waited till 6 am then back to STAD. Around 8 am, we depart from MMU and reached there around 9.30 am. I had been assign as an emcee for the opening show. Overall, I did not satisfy myself as I forgot about the speech by one of the VIP. It was such a shame on it. Hopefully she did not mind bout it. Throughout the whole day is exciting except that feeling a lil bit tired. For the first simulation, I had been the casualties. My case was laceration on my hand.
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