=)

If only you can look at me at this moment, If only you can hear my broken heart,
Silently protecting you, silently waiting for miracle, Silently letting myself be like air,
Everyone is eating, talking and laughing
It's such a happy time that day
the innermost me is smiling gregariously
I am just like the onions on the bottom of the plate, forever the seasoning
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself
If only you peel open my heart layer by layer by layer
You will discover , you will be shocked
You are my most suppressed, you are my deepest secret
If only you peel open my heart layer by layer by layer
If only you can hear me and see my wholeheartedness,
Hearing you talk about her
my desperateness act very witty
I am like an onion, always the supporting actor
how i wish to have a second of our own storyline.

3 days in a row

Monday
It has been a long time i din go back to my home.. Kinda miss home.. =( Today i will be having mid term test for accounting. I had been studying hard from Sunday.. Although, that day not feeling like studying. Went to Comp App class, but i saw a notice on the door stating the class is canceled. F**K! Walk till so far only let me know the class cancelled??! Then come back all the way to hostel. Start with watching tv, then study. Had another class at 2pm. Then 4pm-6pm. All my classes till 6pm. PATHETIC! Finished class, went back to room and bath, dinner, and tv. 8pm, went to MPH for mid term exam. When the time has came, lights went off.... Whole MMU is out of electricity!!!  But we manage to cont the exam in the dark and with phone torchlight. I can say that the exam is easy.. BUT... my lecture plan to have all retake that exam... OH MY GOSH!! i dont wanna read it again!!! ARGHHH!!!... still in the discussion. After exam, went to my friend house with some of my other classmate. Cant have a nice sleep cuz it is windy and cold over there.

Tuesday
Nothing much different for today. Except that, my mini business project had started in conjunction of Career fair.. LOL! Guess what? My business is considered to be okay for the first time i sell things. Thanks to those who supported us. LOVE YOU GUYS!! Please do not blame me if it doesnt suit ur taste. heheh... And the whole day raining. Quite hard time in Cyber. After class,  went out to dinner and movie with friends. Nice movie... Thanks. I really enjoy it! =) It has been a wonderful night for me..
Sleep around 12am... and next morning class is 8am!!!

Wednesday
Morning class.... HAHZ.... I must be strong no matter what... I learned to be tough and strong through all the things that had happen to me all this while. Had a serious pain on my shoulder.. ARGHH!!! Accounting class today is quite easy for me... Then we open the booth around 10 something. Well, today sales is better than yesterday.. HEHE.. XD
Had a meeting with Rovers people regarding the Green Run... had to prepared by 6.30 am??!! WHY SO EARLY!!!! Nvm, one tow day should be okay for me.. Then another meeting fo DJs at night. It is just for pic shooting! They are just so funny... Tomorrow will be a great day.

Experiential Learning

Week 6th

It had been a busy but experiencing week for me. The whole week went for duty in Red Cresent. It's a wonderful experience as everybody work together to get the whole event went on smoothly. On Saturday, went to duty in Giant Hypermarket for CPR Awareness Campaign. That's the first time i promote to outsider and it consider a non-profitably charity as we dint work for money. Played with one small kid and the kid is so cute! The eyes is so BIG. Went to Giant early in the morning around 10 am and came back to room around 12 am. The whole event in Giant is till 7pm, and arrive in MMU around 8pm. Then went to dinner in MURNI. The food is tasty. MURNI also open a shop in Kepong area. It was exhausted when i reached MMU and i dint bother to online anymore. Straight to BED! LOL.

Sunday
Planned to study account for my mid term test tomorrow night. But i just cant concentrate at all. Will it be because of  1 week din even touch the book?? Or... ARGHHH!!! God, Please HELP me.. Pray that tomorrow exam will be easy for me. XD