Happy Holidays!

I wonder why time pass so fast. One semester gonna end soon. It's friday afternoon (3.40pm) when i wrote this. Starting from now, it's my semester mid term break. Most of my lecturer had taught all the chapters. And this mid term break isnt a real break for me. It's my study week instead. I am excited to go home and stay for one week. Thanks God for letting me cope with all the things so well. I had been complaining bout this and that. I shouldn't have complaint so much. Now i realize that no matter what happen, there's always somebody beside me and support me. No matter it's my family nor my friends. My life had been colorful when there are there for me. I admit that what i scare the most is the feel of loneliness. I hate those feeling. The weather for this week is cool and calm. I emptied my mind and enjoy for this week and then gonna boost up my energy to study for my final. A few more weeks. one sem will be over. Time pass by so fast that i dint realize that i had missed so much thing. I should appreciate every moment. Well, this week i went for movies, karaoke, birthday celebration and many fun activities. And i spend a lot too. HAHZ..I am going to save money from now on. And i am DETERMINE to do that. Do you believe in miracles?  i do believe in miracles. I had not been so happy as yesterday. Went out the whole day till 5 am only i sleep. But i woke up 8.30am and lying on bed till 9am.

There's lot of people saying me and him together. Relationship is not meant to be gossip, especially when it is not true. I did that also, but i will try not to do that again because the feeling isn't good. Here's a song i dedicate to all my friend who felt helpless, useless or strength less. And happy holidays, Merdeka and hari raya to everyone who view this.

Shopping weekend

WOHOO!!~~ weekend spent whole day shopping with my sister. Went back to home on Thursday. Saw my external hard disk on my study table. =D
Friday
Well, since i plan to go for shopping on weekend, so i studied on Friday. Whole day on my study table. And i successfully studied Accounting. Enjoyed my Friday at home and did not regret to go home earlier. hehehe..

Saturday
Studied a while my accounts and start FB-ing and online games.. Then in the evening went to Jusco, Kepong with my sister. Well she did hair treatment while i alone walking the whole Jusco. Finally, saw a scarf and i bought it. Walked around looking for bags and shoes. But end up did not buy any of them. Reached home around 10.30 pm. Dad was onlining playing FB?! hahaha..

Sunday
Woke up early in the morning and realize that my bed is the most comfortable bed ever.. SO, i sleep until 10.30 am. Eat breakfast and online, pack stuff... After lunch, headed to Mid valley by KTM. Well, one of my friend msg me and said he is going to mid valley to watch movie. But, i think we had no jodoh, that's why cant bump into each other. HAHA! Well, what i spent in Mid valley was a pair of wedges shoes and a handbag and also 2 dresses. heheh.. Guess all is over RM100++.. OMG! gonna DIET in this week to save back money on what i had spend. And Tuesday will spend again as it's my friend bday. Wednesday morning exam... OMG!! I wanna watch movie, but in the same time.. Accounting exam cant be neglected. What should i do?? HAHZ... Thursday night, gonna let myself enjoy to max!!! at least before final exam stress.. HEHEH
Received a bad news.. my slides isnt nice for the presentation.. =( I spent hours for that weyh.. ARGHHHH!!!!!

Hope it's not just a dream

Started off the week with kinda bad luck... and the worst is when my laptop system damage. I guess it is me that make it damage. So i wasted two days to fix my laptop. But on Friday, i am still hesitating whether to go or not to go to Sg Tua. So i made the decision that if my laptop recover, i go. Wake up early in the morning and walked to HP company alone. That's my first time to walk there alone carrying my laptop. But reach there with disappointment when they told me that it had closed down long time ago. So i went back to MMU by walking. Thinking whether should i stop by to have breakfast at anywhere. But end up, no. Reached MMU and headed to find my friend. She helped me alot on that day. And sorry for wasting her time.  Since she cant help me much, she help me to call my senior. He help me to fix it . He is such a GENIUS. Even my foundation computer lecture failed to fix it. This is why IT people are smart. So, it's fate for me to go for that outing.
Saturday
Wake up around 7.45 am as usual. Then gather at Stad at 9am. I was surprise that he were there. So we depart from MMU around 9 something and reach there one hour later. During the journey, i just feel moody. Maybe i am tired. Reached there and realize that there's no line. ARGHHH!! SO, we started of with BBQ. I like the most is the thing that he cook. It's delicious. The surrounding there is nice and peaceful. There had been long time i din have that peaceful place to enjoy. After a while, some of them started to play with the river. I am happy to see all of their laughter. It's just some kind of releasing stress after so many month. Around 3pm, it's time for us to go back to MMU. And i saw 6 miss cal from my parent and 2 msgs that asking where am i. I know they are worried about me. But i am an ADULT. I need some space for my own and not always reporting to home. I know who is my friend and who is not. So i just msg back telling them the truth that there's no line in there. At first i thought they would call and scold me. But after waited for so many hours, they dint. Went out dinner with RC again at Yong Tau Foo puchong. It's nice. At least not that oily food compare to MMU's food. After dinner, we went to sweet hut for dessert. I felt extremely full and wouldnt want to eat. But on the same time, it's not that good when we went to one shop and not ordering their food. We sit there and talk for hours. It was fun when one of my friend play guessing game with me. I was just trying my luck and guess what? I GOT EM CORRECT!! After dessert, went to ALamanda for movie. And that's the memorable thing. I guess that's just over like a dream. Wish will have more outing the next time.
Sunday
After playing for one day yesterday, i decided to study for one day. So i did my management notes, assignment and acc tutorial as well as study for acc one chapter. Then ate spaghetti that my friend cook. It was delicious. But somehow felt guilty that i see like it was not enough for her to eat. She had to eat biscuit after having spaghetti.

I guess the best day would be this two days. I hope everything is not just a dream that it end so fast.

Bad days

I guess this week isnt a good week for me. Basically, my tuition fee have not been paid till this long. And i keep blaming myself why i couldnt settle it myself and instead keep asking my dad to settle it for me. And some problem had occurred due to wrong issued check. So, my dad said he will be coming over on Wednesday. Yesterday was not my day. Sister msg me and ask bout RM50 that she gave me to buy groceries. And she scolded me for taking the money without her permission. Then at night, my dj senior called me and said that he couldnt made it to go on air. And that eaten my time to prepare his part as well. But luckily one of my friend agreed to be the third dj yesterday. And i thought that today will be better than yesterday. But, my mom called and scolded me for she cant stalk my profile. She just yelled at me and said that she cant see my post and the picture. Why these day had made my mood totally bad. Perhaps i should be a loner and not to mix with anyone, not joining any activities and clubs and just sit in my own room to study and be nerd? ARGHH!!! I really need somebody to lend me their shoulder.. =(