Mid term OVER!

Mid term exam had just over. Although it's really stress, but i DID it. I manage to survive till my mid term exam finished. Can i survive till my final examination? This week Thursday i went to my friend house to stay overnight. I successfully manage to not to touch Facebook. I read my management and enjoy the whole night in her lovely house. We had fun in the night and i felt relax for that moment. Friday morning was raining in Kajang. We caught in traffic jam for an hour. Reached MMU around 8.40 am and skipped breakfast. During my exam, my lecture gives some hint on how i should write for that essay, but i just cant write it out. GOSH! i am suck in memorizing stuff. I came out early because i had written what i know. After my exam, she message me to ask for breakfast. I wanted to do so. But, i realized i cant meet her frequently. So, i decided to to go for movie with my friends. We went to Alamanda for Harry Potter. That show was awesome. After so long of my trimester, i FINALLY have one day to watch movie and enjoy. Back in campus around 5 something. Online awhile, and WOW! 28 notification! I spend around half an hour to scan through all the notification. Then, dad came to campus for awhile and he went back. I MISSES home alot.. I wish i am in home now... Campus is much more bored than at home. At night, went to celebrate my senior birthday in LCCT. That night is the best night ever. Had ice cream at night, and one piece of cake. Reach back campus at 3 am. And i am too exhausted to stay up whole night. So i went to bed and woke up today around 9 something. I manage to finish my Malaysian Studies assignment today. And wanted to continue Economics assignment but i have no idea what to do. So i just continue with my homework and other stuff. I really dont know till when i can hold on to this kind of life. Some how i watched one movie call Love at 7th sight. That movie is a romantic movie. I wish i had somebody to be with me like that. I develop a plan for me to follow till i reach my target. Hopefully all is in well position! 

Camp+sick and whatsover

15 July 2011
In the morning, i received a msg from her. She actually asking me to had lunch together since she cant play badminton with me. So, i decided to eat McD. And here we goes,.. to MCD.. with one more friend!! haha.. We chat and spend our entire morning till 3pm in McD chatting with each other. After Mcd, went back to room and study for a while.
At first i was excited to go for RDS camp. But somehow i feel a bit sick. Depart from MMU around 7 pm something and reach that place in Kuala Selangor around 8.30pm. Had my first night in the camp site. The place is not clean plus the muddy mud after raining made my shoes all dirty up. Slept around 1am. I am happy to see my two senior together with me in the camp. But, i cant express it in feeling. I become so quiet throughout the camp.

16th July 2011
2nd day in the camp. I learned a lot of stuff on Disaster Management. We even use our hand to eat the food instead of using spoons. I learned how to build a tent, mass cooking, and how to use a walkie talkie. XD
But, i just couldnt concentrate on the theory part of the camp. I had fever and not enough sleep. So i am half asleep during all the talk. I ruined my exam on disaster management as well. I guess this is my first time to fail an exam. We are then divided to groups and had 2 tasks to focus on. It's just how we manage our time. We are given 2 hr to complete the task +dinner+bath... My team member consist of smart people. So i guess i din contribute much to my group. Received an msg from him telling me to talk and mix more with other people. I dont know why but i just dont feel like talking.

17th July 2011
Last day of camp. There is a test on Disaster Relief and it's my first time doing it. There's lots of thing that i should learn from them. We go through the sea and i am all wet with my shoe spoil. My task would be on helping other team with their task and also psychosocial.. I am fooled by 2 people. ISH!! i am easy to kena tipu.. So, my test is FAILED. After the practical test, we had our theory test. I dint really listen to what they teach and revise on it. So, my theory test also FAILED. HAHZ....
After the exam, we can finally back . Before reaching MMU, we had our satay at Kajang for dinner. HEHE..
I sleep around 10something till 8am the next day.

20th July 2011
Had my presentation on traditional clothes, cheong sam. And guess what? They say my dress is AWESOME!~ After the presentation, i went straight to Gym. I know she would be there. Spend my evening together with her is incredible. We had our jogging till 6pm and talk till 6.30pm. Then i went back to room and bath, then to volleyball court. Played for a while and waited till 8pm ALONE in the court with darkness. The light there just couldnt on. At first, i thought we will had training, but after 1 hour, nobody arrive at the court. There's only 6 of us. At 11pm, i had my dinner with her and another guy in SK. This is the first time i really felt happy. Thanks for the dinner. And, thanks for everything. I just wish that it wouldnt over so fast this dream.

21st July 2011
My mom's birthday and i forgot to wish her.. OH MY GOSH! I had no class the whole morning and i spend that time studying my Quantitative Analysis. Had my exam at night and the question is easy. I am afraid of management exam. =(
I just wish that my result will not be that bad.. I really need to EXCEL my studies. My cough is still attacking me and flu.. What an unlucky month for me. I ate many types of medicine and feels the same.

A piece of word

Many weeks have passed. And it seems like i had wasted many times. What i had done so far?? I guess i wouldnt be able to answer this question. Volleyball seems fun to me. But when there's no one accompany me to play i would feel bored and no mood to play. And sometimes when i play, i realizes that i wasnt there to play. Am i waiting for some one to appear? I had been busying for clubs and societies and neglected my own studies and assignment. I guess i cant continue to be like that. And so, i planned my own schedule to do all my assignment. Hopefully i will follow it. In the month of June itself, i had been food poisoning many times. But this time, i just felt it is not food poisoning as the pain located is not the intestine part. It's directly on top of that. Will it be gastric pain? My dad said that he will bring me to doctor tomorrow. Wish that the doctor wont give antibiotic anymore.

Many people had made empty promises to me.. I just feel that i cant trust anyone on promises. I need to clear my own mind to fill in all the study material inside instead of thinking other thing. I remembered one of my friend mention this to me. From the time i joined Foundation in MMU, how many true friend that stay with me till now? I guess it will be few.. Most of the time i felt down and all i could do is to cry. Then, everything will be okay..
Events
There's outing for Djs, but should i go? I just not good at making decisions. This weekend i will be going for RDS camp!~ WOHOO~~! Cant wait for it. And it will be Blood donation drive soon.. It's time to get back to work.. =)