Mixed feeling

29th October 2012, sunny day, full moon.
Attend my class at 9.00 am but went there a lil bit early. The class was empty. Photostated taxation Notes cost around RM 6 something. Damn expensive. Taxation class was just Okayy... EXCEPT his voice is a bit lower than usual lecturer. Think if I dont have enough sleep, I would fall asleep. My lunch would be in Pizza Hut, and yea.. It's been long time I din eat those kind of fast food. It was for my friend birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her!!! Wish her always that happy. Back in hostel around 4 something.. and rest till 6.00 pm. From then, I watched HK drama till 10.oo pm. I felt so guilty because I planned to study today but ended up.. watching drama and wasting time. Finished the whole series of the drama.. It's my 2nd time watching it. Somehow after watching that movie, I just hope there is someone that I could share my feelings to..


 I met him today.. On my way to library. Guess what, I din even say Hi to him and I just walk off. What a bad friend I am.. =( I just scare that if I say Hi to him, I would continue having crush on him. So, just gonna ignore him.

Ordered my dinner at Homestyle restaurant. Cost RM 10. Guess I had spend alot this few weeks. Dad had given me extra money in the bank. I wanted to save it .. but I am spending more than before. There will be several meetings going on in this few day..

Class will be starting 11 am tomorrow, so I still have some resting time. Miss home every second of my life. At least there is people and nice food surrounding me. But, in hostel.. There is only 4 walls with no one and the shop that I used to eat were closed.

First week- Gamma- 2nd sem

28th October 2012, windy day...
Had my breakfast as usual and get a chance to be with her in UM library. She was doing research on her assignment and me, watching movie in the lib. UM is totally diff from our university. After few hours sitting there, finally can go home at 4pm. Drop by at Selayang Mall to buy something.. and yea.. Got ice cream!! Back to home around 5pm and had my lunch at that time. Went to bed on 5.30 pm and have a nap till 7 pm. Miss my bed so much and couldnt go home for 2 weeks more. Work or family more important? I think I couldnt balance it at all. I knew I hurt many people by the words that came out from my mouth. Totally sorry bout that. For the past 6 months... , I still remember the memories that we had been together. But today, I can tell that I totally forgot bout him. Due to the busy lifestyle, I do not have time to think bout all this. So, yes!! I can do it. I finally forget everything bout him. Even how he look like. Now, I believe time can heal everything.

Subject registration had become the hottest issue in my university. Thank to God that I manage to register everything online and escape from manual registration. But, kinda pity those who cant register for their subjects. I don't know how I could help them. I had been chosen as SRC but couldnt help them at all. Useless me... And yea, one of my friend told me that not to blame others but blame ourselves. Which mean, blame SRC for not doing their job well. I admit that would be our fault and not the management fault wholly.

XOXO
Michelle Darling

An nyeong ha se yo ( Hello ) Lesson learnt from Korean Class

First day of class at 9 am. And it was Korean for beginners. Well, the lecture is cute with the slang of the english. All her body movement, everything she did.... OH!!! SHE IS PRETTY!!! After the class, went for manual add, but apparently, did not get any signature yet, and according to them the system is currently having problem. Well, they might try to register tomorrow morning. Lunch at FOM... cost around RM 6.. Thought that OCs are going to have lunch in HB3 but was disappointed that only one or two came up. Met with someone who looks familiar, wasnt sure who was it. And, I realized that.. Yea, he is coming back from intern today. Have been meeting with him several times... but, just pretended not seeing him. Cuz, I believe it would be awkward talking to him since the last time when we broke up. So, yea.. gonna take another road and not seeing him at all.

Had been thinking of another people all this while.. But, it's impossible for us. So, please forget everything and concentrate on my studies will lead me to a better future. I think I wont be meeting him as well. So, everything will goes well. Watching this Moonlight Resonance drama today.. and wondering if I ever get someone that good to be my brother or something. Well, all this while was hoping I got an elder brother that I can depend on. And, yea.. Miss my family so much.. Gonna be back on this Friday since the last convofest duty.

I hope tomorrow will be better than today. And everyday will get better soon. Manual add for subjects are troublesome and a long queue in front of FOM admin... Gosh, every year seems to be the same.

XOXO,
Michelle