Deepavali 2011

Souvenir from Singapore

Deepavali. Kinda of remember this day last year. Last year i celebrate deepavali with my classmates in the stadium. But this year, i celebrate deepavali with my books. I miss those moment. I went for evening walk alone in the evening and enjoy the wind that blowing through my face. It seems like Cyberjaya gonna rain for whole month of October? Well, yesterday celebrate two of my friends birthday and some emergency happens. Then on my way back to hostel, rain heavily until i have to hide in the library till the rain smaller a bit. Then, on my way back, FCM entrance were flooded with water and my whole leg wet. Reached room, my room flooded. Whole table fill with water. A few of my paper were wet. Went to the meeting till 12 .30 am. And suffer from gastric pain. Miserable day. EXCEPT for birthday celebration.

Egg tart

I really wanna thanks this friend of mine, Zhen Wai for the souvenier from Singapore and also the egg tart ( which i guess he made on his own). It's delicious by the way. And thanks for helping me a lot. There had been no one treated me so nice as he do.

miracle.

Do you believe in Miracle? I do believe in it. Well, last night slept at 1 am and woke up at 7.45am. Kinda tired and hated morning classes. During my class, i received a call. Wanted to cancel it. But in the end ran out of class to answer the call. And, I managed to get another sponsor!! It's from Nestle company. Thanks  God. LOVE YOU GOD! After class, went to Alamanda to buy rain coat for the camp. And also bought one mosquito repellent. Both cost Rm 25 something. Came back to MMU with heavy rain. Then, watched some drama, and by 6pm, went to HB4 to print stuff. But, unfortunately closed. Went to HB1 to print it instead. Then at 7.15pm went to the studio to judge the juniors on how they on-airing. Kinda poor, and i don't like the intonation for most of them. Then off to VAD C meeting in HB3. They were on time. Kinda happy that they do actually respect me as a leader and reach early. Waited till they had their dinner and went to Ta pao my food. Then went to my friend room for awhile. Kinda happy to chat with her. EXCEPT when she told me she not going to the camp already. My dinner today as expected, 10pm. i managed to finish up everything by 12 am. And thinking of going to bed early. Another day to busy tomorrow.

First week of 2nd Semester =)

One week gone for 2nd sem. And total spending on books alone, RM 237 for 3 books. Other spending RM100++. It's my  first time went to CIMB bank that often. Assignment freak me out this semester. As english will have to write critical essay, business plan and Cyberpreneurship is 100% assignment basis. I hope i can excel in it. In a week alone, i cried more than 2 times. I do not know why, but somehow i felt relieve each time i cried. You might see i am tough and independent each time i do a task. But, i am not that tough on the other side of me. There's one quote that i like the most : I believe guys will always be able to make girls cry, But if a girl can make a guy cry, it clearly means she's everything to him. Some how i just felt tired holding on things that doesnt belong to me. And therefore, letting it go is the best way i can do. 


Well, my Mr charming would be the one who cares for me, love me more than i love him, and most of all side on me no matter what happen. And  would not be the shy type. LOL.. He need not to be handsome or muscular. Last night was really surprise when i received message from him. And we chatted from 1am-2am. The last thing was dream of my Mr charming. And this would be my answer to him.

Next week would be a bit busy for me. 
Monday : 7.30pm-8.15pm (DJ Junior test), 8.30pm (meeting with VAD C)
Tuesday : class till 6pm, 7.30 pm ( BDD meeting), 8.30pm ( revision basic first aid)
This two days, dinner would be 10pm. HAHZ...

Aim for this week: 
Spend less than Rm50 
Consume more fruits rather than oily food. 
Search info on english assignment.

20.10.11

Really spend a lot this few days for my text book. It cost around RM 200 for 3 text book. HAHZ... guess i will be start saving money on food now as i ate a lot when i was in Penang. These few days i manage to call some of the companies for sponsorship. And i am satisfied with my first result after a hard work of it. Last night, went to badminton with my friends. It's really nice when i can play badminton again after long time no play. Then, i said something i shouldn't say. Maybe my friend were right. I can't keep secrets. So, dun tell me any secrets. Really got piss off when somebody mention that "u lie" to me. Really hate that word because that word hurts me a lot. Why do ppl dun believe when i am saying the truth? So, no matter whether i am saying the truth or not, Nobody believes it. Conclusion, let it be. And don't simply say things. Quite moody this two days, but finally manage to let go last night. Maybe the only person who understand me is God. It's seems like raining this few days in the evening. I realizes i had becoming worst. I chose ppl to enter my group, i gossips about people stuff and cried in the end. If, in the Malay religion, it would be a sin. So, that mean i am doing a lot of sin. I am sorry for what i had said and all the wrong thing that i did.

starting of new sem!

So, sem break had officially over. And it's time to get busy again. Yesterday was enjoyable. Went to jog in the evening and it rained suddenly. Then, meeting was suppose to be on 7.30pm, but some one told me 7pm. So i went there early and waited for half an hour. Then off to volleyball. Then to dinner at 11pm. What an incredible night to go. At first it seems to me that it was free on the first day. But after that, Tuesday morning received one email from Nawi. And it's seems like scolding me. And the whole day seems down to me. I manage to change my timetable again. And this time, it's packed. Just now, DJ meeting is awesome. The manager actually asked me whether i still wanna join on air show. And i took this chance to quit it since i am not really committed to that show. So, one of my burden is gone. Now, i need to solve DRRO camp thing and also BDD sponsor stuff. I really scared i dint manage to get one sponsor. Wish God will blessed me get more sponsorship.  Had my first class in Advance english, and the assignment is like... WHAT THE !! so HARD!!! But, i will try to do it!

1st Sem Break Degree year

This semester break had been great for me. Back to cyberjaya on Sunday night. Monday start to duty for convocation. Met back all the seniors of Red crescent. They were all pretty and handsome. The convo fest sold many foods, accessories and flowers. My breakfast and lunch were free. But, i have to wake up early in the morning and duty. After duty, went to movie. In the end of the movie, i fell asleep. On Tuesday, duty as usual. After duty, Badminton. Hand muscle ache as i dint play badminton for a long time already.
Wednesday went to outing in Sunway Pyramid. Went out in the morning and back in the night. We went to watched dream house which is a nice movie. Then sing K till 7.30 pm and dinner.

Then the next day, went to Penang for 3 days 2 night.   Reached Penang around 4pm. Then off to our first place to stay. Then, went to beach. I really felt that it's holiday this time. Really happy to join this trip and hope that it will extend. LOL. Visit a lot of place in Penang and walk a lot. We sweat alot too. But it was fun as we eat a lot too. Well, i checked my result for my first semester. And it's the worst result ever in my record. 3.35. HAHZ. But, it was better than what i expected. Din't fail one subject and get to move on to the next sem. Here are some picture at the beach.

Friday 08 10.11

Time pass very fast. Therefore, we must appreciate what we have. I enjoy this holidays although at home. I enjoy watching dramas, movies and etc.. From the day i finished my first semester of Beta year till today, FRIDAY, everyday i am doing the same things. Therefore, is excited to start a new sem, and duty which is next week. Well, yesterday dad drop me at shopping mall and gave me RM200 to spend. And i spend around Rm110 and walked the whole shopping mall in just 4 hours. Wanted to spend all, but do not know what to spend on. Failed to get what i want but will work hard on it. Isn't that picture look nice? SMILE. You Are Beautiful. LOLX! Am excited for next week! Duty on Monday, Tuesday. Shopping, movie, sing k on Wednesday and Penang on Thursday to Saturday! haha.. And tomorrow, gonna watch mock trials in UM at night, Midvalley on Sunday. It's gonna be lotsa fun. 

Cinema

After  5 days at home, I felt relax and no need to study. But, I really not comfortable with not doing anything. So, I helped to cook, do office paperwork and also some sponsorship things. Last night, dad brought me to watch The soccerer and the white snake. Well, the movie is kinda horror with all the creature, some funny part of it, and also love story between Xu Xian and Susu. It's about a normal guy who fell in love demon snake but did not know about it. AH~ why i telling the story here. It wouldn't be fun if you know the story before watching it. I kinda agree with the story line. As long as both love each other, there's nothing much matter. Going with dad to cinema made me remember the moments of going to cinema with friends. Therefore, i miss them very much.

I just din't know what happen to me today. I felt no mood at all. Maybe because all my effort had gone? I studied so hard to get something out of it. But, still couldnt get it. I just feel nervous waiting for my result to be out soon. I know it wouldn't be good. This few days, I talked to him a lot. Thanks to him making me happy. Everytime when i think of him, i will smile. Just don't know why.

Semester 2 is coming very soon. Just hope everything will be fine. And plus with all the happiness in my life. After the beginning of the 2nd sem, I would be busy as usual. Gonna concentrate on my volleyball skill this time. HAHA.

Not all wishes will come true

Wishes will not come true sometimes. No matter how determine i am, it will not come true. Well, i guess i clear all my uncertainty in one day. I guess i am over the borders. I can't do what i promised myself. And, failed to do what is asked to do. Called 2 companies for sponsorship of 30th BDD. But when i called, I do not know what to talk. And keep talking crap that she at last say "hello, hello, do you hear me?" ARGHHH!!! Just a small thing i can't do it right. Well, what dad told me the other day was right. He said that, I should learn something during holidays but not wasting time in front of computer doing nothing. I guess i am going to call again tomorrow. Wish me luck that i can get some sponsorship on my own. As for him, i guess i should not keep 'kacau' him. Maybe i should find something to make myself busy so that i won't think of him?

Uncertainty

3 days past. And my holidays is bored. Especially, weekend. arghh.. There's a lot of uncertainty in my life.
1) uncertain about my result for first sem degree.
2) uncertain of whether i manage to done my task well
3) uncertain of what he feel towards me
4) uncertain of whether i should go Genting and Cameron.
and many many more...

Well, i watched "money can't buy love". That movie is nice and romantic. I watched 10 episode in only one day. I know, it's kinda late to watch that movie, but recently only i am free. I kinda enjoy sitting at home, but not for long. Why am I not appreciating what i had? hahz..

Well, i read one of the quote that impressed me. It says If you love someone, you wouldnt afraid to tell the whole world. I'm kinda agree with it. And this,

Kinda true right? hahaa...  This few days, often had headache. whenever i bend down, i can feel the pain in my head. What had happen... Maybe i not enough rest? Hmm... Just recover from flu . Anyway, hope my 2 weeks holiday will be full of excitement and not boredness. =)